Fate

I always strongly believed that if one were to try their best in everything they do, good things like success would naturally follow. These past few years have troubled me greatly, and I feel the reason is that my belief has been shaken. I feel anxious because nothing out of the ordinary has come my way, despite always trying my best. I feel like giving up because it wouldn't make much of a difference. But today I browsed around on Facebook and I saw how my friends were getting out there, coaching, learning new things, getting things done, nothing particularly special but they were living. Makes me realize that I spend too much time worrying and thinking, and not enough doing. It motivates me, but I still am unsure about my career path along electrical engineering. I have picked up piano again in hopes to fill some of the wasted time I spend thinking. I hope to start volunteering, which I haven't done since high school, as I've heard it's a great stress reliever as well as a spiritual booster. We'll see what lies ahead.